Post by noah on Dec 12, 2010 5:42:05 GMT -5
DJ|24 | Male |personal much...im a virgin c.c;; | Pm or messenger
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Noah James Lestrange
Noah James Lestrange | 16 | Unsure [Gay] | himself | High school student | Colton Haynes[/color][/font]
When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,[/color][/font]
And all the birds in the tree's would all sing so happily
So certainly, Oh, playfully, wishingly[/color][/font][/center]
** Noah is very insightful & compassionate, he sees solutions to others problems and is willing to help them. he is able to forgive others who have wronged them, people say he is wise beyond his years.
**Noah is brave, willing to help whoever needs help without hesitation, while he is not fearless he does have fear, but he possesses the ability to push that fear aside and do what he thinks is right.
** Noah is a Creative Genius, he is able to write & inspire, he allows his imagination to go off into the wild and come up with poetry or insightful words of wisdom, he does find it difficult to verbalize it though.
** Noah's biggest asset, he is very strategic, he is able to come up with complex plans and think of everything he needs to pull it off, he can even form back up plans in case the first dosn't work out.
** Noah is actually very fast, he is faster than most of the people on his school track team, well that's what happens when you run to evade patriotic wedgies, swirlys and of course getting the crap beaten out of you.
WEAKNESSES
**Noah's shyness has made him very timid & Submissive if he is told to do something he will do it out of fear.
**Noah is a shy person, he finds it difficult to assert himself and make himself known.
**Noah is only human and is able to get hurt very easily.
**Noah is too naive, he will believe almost everything someone tells him.
** Noah is actually an emotional person leaving him easily manipulated by others.
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[/i][/color][/font]And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are[/color][/font][/center]
PERSONALITYHe is a comforting person, he doesn't have very good social skills often keeping to himself rather than going out like most teenagers. He is a shy guy that finds it difficult to express himself at times, he has the knack for being invisible no one really notices him, unless it's bullies .
Noah is a kind hearted guy that cares about other people even if they are strangers, he will always hear their problems out and give them solutions if he can think of any. Noah is insightful and thinks about things on an in depth level before responding to the situation. Noah also lives a lot in his own head.
Noah is often emotionally constipated, he finds it difficult to process his emotions so there will be days when he is perfectly fine and happy and other days where he feels like he wants to die, he has major self loathing issues and hates himself more than any bully could hate him, he is always putting himself down and believes himself to be worthless, he has very low self- esteem. Noah considers himself a broken human being, he is constantly trying to improve that in himself to try to be stronger and more confident, but finds that incredibly difficult. He is often changing, there are days he can be selfless and then there are days when he is self centered that he will only care about what he is going through.
Noah also has very little patience meaning he will become annoyed constantly if people ask him about the same thing over and over. He also has a short fuse making him lose his temper often. Noah's rage makes it very difficult for him to put issues behind, he will hold on to grudges and issues even if it's been settled. When he is hurt emotionally he will lash out to share the pain too.
Noah is also very secretive He hates talking about himself to people and will often lie when asked how he is. Noah is emotionally affected by almost anything whether it be music or the weather around him. He can also be very perverted at times often having inappropriate thoughts
One of the things Noah has difficulty with is his loneliness he is always alone and feels rejected and that he is not good enough for anyone. What he really finds confusing is most of the time he hates being alone with no one to talk to and no one to call friend, but sometimes he loves being alone and loves the quiet it brings him. Noah is also paranoid to an extent, he constantly feels people are talking about him & that people hate him. Noah is often a walking contradiction his personality shifts all the time, you never know what you get when you come across Noah.[/u]
LIKES
**The beach- Noah loves watching the waves and water & the scent of the air
**Scented candles - Noah loves the scent of scented candles the way it smells when it burns is so sweet
**Photography - Noah loves taking photos because it makes things clearer, he can always look back and think about that exact moment.
**Reading - It takes Noah away from reality and the lonelyness he feels.
**Music - Noah loves music with meaning behind it, he likes pop, rock, punk anything with meaning
DISLIKES
**Justin beiber - He is a pretty little lesbian that's only 15 yrs old singing about things he can't understand, he also is a royal little twat and Noah hopes that someone teaches that kid a lesson, oh he is also a homophob because he punched out a 12 yr old for calling him a fag, well if you ask Noah, he thinks that 12 yr old deserves a medal even if the kid insulted all gay people by calling justin beiber gay.
2. Bugs - Ewww cockoroaches and bugs just makes Noah's skin crawl it creeps him out
3. Spiders - AHHHH yucky spiders their all yucky and creepy ewww
4. Snakes - they are icky and slimey and really scary
5. Burned food - yeah they taste yucky and it's something Noah is getting used to due to his poor cooking skills -.-''
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Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started while chasing after you
[/i][/color][/font]I'm closer to where I started while chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you[/color][/font][/center]
Life seemed to be pretty colorless after, there was no joy or laughter just sadness and silence.Because of his father's strict ways and his grief Noah became a very quiet and timid individual. He went to school and did his best to do good grades, but he never made a friend and even when he came close his father would forbid sleep over & visiting saying that he did not need the responsibility of another person's child. Noah's school life continued to be the same, with constant bullying giving him low confidence as a result, but in the junior year of High school things changed when Noah's father met Fiona Day a single mother who's son attended the same school as Noah.
A year after meeting the two got married, Noah & his new step brother Josh did not really get along, Josh was a popular jock he played Basket ball, Fiona suggested that Noah tried to get into sports to make friends, and his father told him to do it. Noah did what he was told and tried out for the football team, To Noah's surprise he was actually put on the team. who would have known years of running from school bullies would actually come in handy.
Noah thought he would finally make some friends, but he was mistaken as the jocks were especially cruel to him, because he wasn't like them. Noah stuck with football for a month, but quit when things got to much. Noah told his father how unhappy he was, and the teenager got into an argument with Noah which eventually led to his father assulting him. Noah called his Aunt in Miami and asked if he could live with her for a while, much to his pleasure she said yes & Noah moved to Miami transfering to the school there.
Noah was hopeful that being in a new school would give him a chance to make friends, and start a new life. Much to his disapointment nothing changed as he became a victim to bullying from the jocks for his shy ways.
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT Noah needs a nice sadistic male vampire to capture noah and make him realize that he is gay, along with taking his viginity, he wants a the vamp to be kinky, possessive & abusive who enjoys tormenting Noah & feeding from noah, he also wants the sadist to care about noah in some way, to value noah's life, have the urge to protect noah from harm, so only he may harm noah & claim him sexually whenever he desires. Along with stealing his childlike innocence, corupting him, making him do unthinkable acts i.e making him drink blood while his human & eventually get turned into a vamp by his sadistic master.
Noah also want some human friends, that are girls.
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a month | none| The little sexslave
Noah sat at the beach under the full moon he was warned by his aunt not to go out after dark, that strange things were happening as of late, he did not care he was at peace sitting on the sand, in his jeans and black shirt. & Scarf. The teenage sniffed the scent of the ocean water and sighed, he opened his backpack and pulled out a torch, a black book and pen. the teenageer opened the black book and position the torch over the notebook, and glanced up at the stars.
I watch the night sky on this magnificent night, watching the oceans of stars shine in heavenly light. The stars they dance, dazzling brightly in a dance of romance, the waves crash along the shore of the beach, the magnificence of it all has taken away my ability to speak. I see the stars and the radience of their magnificent light, and wonder what awaits me in the future that has yet to come. Will I ever find the one. Someone who will take my breath away and find someone loves me? Maybe that isn't meant for me. I yern to feel love to experiance it's sensations and appreciate the devine sensation.
Noah closed his notebook and placed it on what he though was in his bag, but thanks to the darkness it was actually the side of his bag, the teenager turned off his torch as he placed it next to his notebook. He had no idea he missed his bag. laying back on the sand Noah smiled watching the stars, it was beautiful on this night. The teenager loved everything about it, he was greatful to live near the beach.Sitting up Noah picked himself up and picked up his bag and began to walk along the beach leaving his torch and notebook behind. the boy smiled enjoying the sceenery. [/color]
